Update | Mar. 8

Posted on 09. Mar, 2011 by in Journal

The days are getting very long for me. I wake up in pain and go to sleep in pain. I cry wondering when it will ever stop. I am being pulled in all directions and I am expected to do everything when really I can’t even take care of myself. I am told by the doctor that I am highly toxic inside my body and that is why I am sick, not just from the disease. He tells me this should get better as the days pass. I am still waiting……

Treshon is breaking out all over his body and I am so scared. The doctors can’t help and they don’t know what is making him do this. He tells me that he would rather be sick than have the pic line in his arm. That is the hardest thing I have heard from him yet. I cry inside for myself and for him…what I am I supposed to do. I have to keep him on treatment yet I want him to be happy. This is when your limits are tested as a parent.

I keep praying since I am not sure what else to do….Please keep my family in your prayers. We were blessed enough to get a new house and I feel that it is the key to getting us better…New house new health. New start.

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